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From Pisa to Rome

oh my God. I just came back from Italy, and I had so much fun. I went to italy with my two sister and aysel, a friend of us. We went with the plane from Eindhoven Airport and in 1,5 hours we were in Pisa. Five days before we went on the plane to Pisa we realized that in Pisa was nothing much to see except for the famous Pisa tower. So we planned to go to Rome as well. After seeing the Pisa tower we went with the train to Rome, stayed there for 2 days and came back to Pisa 4 hours before our plane left to Holland. Men we had so much fun and yes I'm so inspired again! 

  

1 - #project 365

remember that night when you kissed me?

I was drunk and you was a little tipsy.

It felt so good and it felt so wrong 

Just you and I while they were singing songs

I didn't care about a thing, I just wanted you

Walking hand in hand nobody else just us two 

We talked and we kissed all through the night

I thought it wasn't real and then you held me tight

I touched your skin and you touched mine

Told me everything I wanted to hear the whole time

I was hoping that there wouldn't be a end of the night

You told me you would stay right by my side

I never can forget what had happened

I don't want to because I felt like in heaven

Just kiss me one more time don't be afraid

All I think about is that special day

365 PROJECT

On august 29 2010, I had decided to post a new 16 each day, that I had written on that same day. Well.. It didn't work out, I didn't write every day or maybe I did but I didn't like it that much and didn't post it on this blog. I want to start with that again. I just want to test my self and see If I'm really going to write a 16 each day. I may rhyme in English but also in Dutch.. it just depends on in which language I want to express my self in. I'm looking forward to do it!! Maybe y'all can see a progress in my rhymes and maybe I'll get better each day. That would be great. Bye the way ... I'm writing on beat that is so crazy! Boaz van de Beats (who is a great young producer in the Netherlands) and I decided to make two songs together. I'm so excited about this, because I will bring a videoclip out for that song and promote it as good as I can. Anyway... back to my rhymes... I started rhyming when I was 13 or 14 and it gives me such a great feeling when I finish my rhyme and when I use the exactly right words to express how I feel or think at that very moment. I hope you guys will enjoy this 365 project! Each day a new 16! Let's go!

These songs are a major part of the timeline of my life. I was obsessed with each song at various stages in my life. Some were soundtracks to break-ups, some for falling in love, some are songs I lost and my found my self again when listening to the lyrics and some are just songs I used to dance on when alone in my room or in the club!!! 

01. Bob Marley & The Wailers - Turn your lights down low

02. Tupac Shakur - Hit 'Em Up

03. TLC - Creep

04. Fugees - Fu-Gee-La

05. Lauryn Hill - Ex Factor

06. Tupac Shakur - Do For Love

07. Blackstreet - No Diggity (Feat. DR.DRE & Queen Penn)

08. Keith Sweat - Twisted 

09. Kevin Lyttle - Turn Me On

10. Toni Braxton - You're Makin Me High

11. B.I.G - Big Poppa

12. Nas - Represent

13. Ironic - Alanis Morrisette 

14. Usher - You Make Me Wanna

15. DJ Khaled & T-Pain - I'm So Hood

16. Jaheim - Everytime

17. LL. Cool J - Loungin' 

18. Keith Sweat - Nobody

19. Brandy - Sittin On Top Op The World

20. MC Lyte, Keep on, Keepin On

21. Lauryn Hill - Lost One

22. Busta Rhymes - Decision (Feat. Jamie Foxx, Mary J Blige, John Legend & Common)

23. Amy Winehouse - Stronger than me

And many more! I love you!

Reebok Classics Presents: Lauryn Hill

MY LIFE

It’s been three weeks since I came back from Turkey and I really want to go back.  At first I got a little depressed because of the grey weather here in Holland. It’s august and the sun isn’t shining, its raining and it’s cold. I hate it. I really do. My plans for the future is what is keeping me positive. I want to go back to school and learn so many things. In Bodrum while I was relaxing a lot a had enough time to think. I thought about the past, and who I was and much more important I thought about who I wanted to be in life. MY LIFE. I thought about that night when I was in Marmaris  we went out to diner and I got to know the people from Heineken. They came to Marmaris for a few days just to check out why Heineken is selling so good in Marmaris and my friend who has a big liquor store was showing them around and I loved their jobs. And while I was in Bodrum two weeks later I decided to study at Avans Hogeschool in Den Bosch in Holland and do International Business & Languages. I want to learn French, Spanish & German and then I will speak 6 langages. Turkish, Dutch, English, French, Spanish & German.  I want to go back to Turkey and work for a Dutch company over there,  and make music while I live in a house near by the sea and my husband will make me a lemonade while I chill by the pool. That’s what I want. And I think that’s great! Today the sun was shining by the way and I was feeling so happy. I cooked for the family and I had fun while doing that. Me and my friend Angel went to Salvationz last weekend. We had so much fun and here are some pictures check em out!